Friday, October 19, 2007

The Heart Broken

It is not my fiction story. It's a true incident.
My roomie is falling down in my arms as if he does not have any tiny power in his body. As soon as he fell in my arms, He started breathing heavily. His eyes turned red like a hot iron. His complete body is sweating. He was trying to speak so many things, but with a dead voice. He was trying to convey so many things, all in vain. He was just able to stammer some of words. The worst of all was he was pretty fine just last night when we had a dinner together. Can it be cardiac attack?? I asked myself at the first point when he was trying to sleep in my lap. Later though at 26?? I felt no chance ...

Then the mighty question I had was "What can bring him down to the earth in less than 12 hours?? " What can make him so flighty like a horse .. The question
remained unanswered until he was out of place called "hospital" .. I dont know we should rename this as Medical Business Centre .. Now a days name HOSPITAL
does not suit it much. Anyways its not the topic.

It was 11 o clock when we took our roomie to the hospital, doctor verified him and as usual asked him to undergo ECG. ECG was varying thats what was informed to we guys when we were sitting in visitors room .. After some time doc said T3 level is down .. We all nodded our brainless heads as if we understood everything. But we still didn't know the reason why all this happened to him. We all felt as if watching some one man show movie without a story.

He gained his sense back at around 12 and still was speechless But we noticed that pillow was wet due to his tears. He was trying to gain all his courage and speak to us But all was going in vain as his eyes used to shedder tears as soon as he looks into our eyes. None of us worried much about the "WHY" at that time. We were pretty happy that nothing things were under little control. After struggling for about half an hour he was able to tell only one thing.. He said "HE WAS HEART BROKEN"..

"BULL SHIT" I uttered first. Good that it did not reach his ears. He started his story around 2 and we asked him to put pull stop to the story at 4.. But noticable action was "His eyes were in act even if mouth used to stop sometime". I never knew till now one can be so emotional for 100 odd days love, which is actually started with a prevarication and built upon the same. Let me not scrub the story as it is as big as one kollywood movie script. In simple sentence, Hero makes the friendship with heroine and heroine falls in love with hero.. and as usual her brother plays the villain role. The little change in climax is heroine listens to her
brother and ditches the hero for no reason and hero is in hospital with his beloved friends around and "THE END" appears.

Funny isn't it ?? U call me mad coz I said funny to this. What should I have said, a good tragic climax. I would have said if I was watching a movie. Certain things looks good only in the novels and movies. But in real life, if same happens to us or our beloved ones we realize the pain of tragic climax. Offcourse we are not actors and not enough lucky as soon as we finish the hospital scene and shoot for duet song next moment for second part of the movie with new heroine. Coming back to our hero .. when he was desolated by her for some moment he felt there is nothing in the world for him, and infact his emotions were killing him like a virus and he was
ready to give up this world .. FOR WHAT ?? guess its the same thing we asked. Tried consoling him did not work, we gave up this time. Tried to brainwash him but all in bootless ..He was not in a position to listen to any of our lecture ..But nothing was reaching his ear drum ...

Sun was making his appearance.. He went into sleep But we were discussing the action items for coming hours. The whole day we tried a lot to keep him diverted from those feelings......After doing all the tests in the hospital, we were out of that holly place at around 6 in the evening . .. when sun was disappearing. We took him to the park and tried convincing him and it was working ... He was thinking little practical and still we could see tears in his eyes. But we all decided to tell him one thing .. We did not him to forget her which we knew was little difficult for him at that time ..

We gave him choice to priorities between we guys(friends) , her and his parents and gave him two days hoping that we would not try to do anything crap. Finally after a week he came back to us saying friends first, parents next and if time permits gf ... We were very happy to listen to those words. Anyone might go into this tragical situation, wise decision would be to priorities the things and give importance to it. If a girl take you the extent to think about giving up everything for her, it is required to think thousand times " IS SHE WORTH IT ?? " It destines the destination.

4 comments:

Karna Natikar said...

As being the first one to comment on this , i wud like to say nothing boring (blade) this time ;-), sakatagi bardiddiya keep going... this stroy we heard , seen but good to read :)

Anonymous said...

But will thinkin a hundred times help? ...

Should we think and decide such things as love or should they be from the heart?

there is no logic in these things i guess... and let there not be

Also, i think there wud be a different perspective from the girl's side...?

C.A.Gundapi said...

Thanks for the comments...
I feel there is nothing called "TRUE LOVE" ..

logic ???? No question as u said I agree...

Girl's prespective?? I am little young to understad it :)

Anonymous said...

Giving priority between relations is a good thing to do, but not after everything. Why do u go for a relationship if u cant make it with it. Why dont u prioritise before going into the relationship of gf/bf. Between parents and gf/bf, yes ofcourse everyone chooses parents more often, but why do u have to prioritise after u have gf/bf, before making him/her has gf/bf and play with their feelings, why dont you prioritise and end the relationship before it begins. Why play with one's feelings and then prioritise. Only parents and friends r humans and gf/bf are not humans, they dont have heart or feelings. Truth is people prioritise only when they r helpless, tired and are fed-up and not before that, just they want to be on the safer side, thats human's nature.